superb tp hampeh!!!!!!!!

hye...nk share skit experience aku...im not the type of people whom always try something new... im a little bit typical and afraid of changes especially when it comes to food issue... sebab tu la klu mkn mcd pon asyik ordr bege yg sama ja...

but a few days ago, one of my friends came and asked me to go with him to this very special warung mamak...breakfast kt situ mmg MELETOP katanya... i refused to go but he forced me and promised me a lot of things if i dare to try... at last, aku pon terhegeh2 ikut dia makan....

we sat at the table near the kitchen and we ordered 2 roti canai special... after waiting for a few minutes, the meal came.... and i just like "Oh My God"....... its very special and i never seen anything like it before...its roti canai, kuah banjir, and they put two half boiled eggs together with it....in the same plate!!! and i was like Alamak Jakunnya Aku!!!!

the meal was really very very very very different from the other stall and it really looks delicious.... and im sory coz i didnt take any photo (too hungry to eat..)... it is the 1st time i found something like that... and for me, it really special..sedap plak tu....mmg SUPERB...........

aku pon makan la dengan penuh selera.... and the suddenly, i saw a young man, tall and black of course..he is one of the workers and he was cleaning up the tables... he picked up a glass of water, limau ais, from the table... bekas owg minum la of course... and he put it near the counter that they made the drinks...

then i started to feel strange... why he didnt wash the glass straight away? why did he kept that? so, aku pon asyik tgk kat diaaaaaaaaaa ja... perasaan nk tahu tu membuak2.... suddenly, there is one guy whom just came in and ordered from him... i didnt feel anything at first because its a normal thing... you work at a stall and you take orders from people...:)

then, the man (the worker) went to make the drinks... im really shocked when i saw he took the glass just now, poured the water into a new glass, add some tea, cut some lemon, and serve the drinks to the new guy!!!!

jeng jeng jeng................................. jadi la tea o ais limau!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yukkssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...............

tah2 orang yg sebelum ni ada hiv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku yg tgh sedap dok makan tu trus stop, bayar and blahhhh........ nak termuntah!!!!!
dpn mata aku siot!!!!   :(

kedai dah smart, makanan mmg superb.... tp kebersihan : HAMPEH!!!!!!!!!!  

worrying....:(

have you ever feel so worried until you do not know what you do....what you should do....what you suppose to do....this feeling is killing me right now....im really scare that something might happen...or it had already happen but i do not know it...im afraid that i am too scare until i do not notice the changes that happen around me.... i afraid that i am too brave until i am too stress because i cannot control the changes...what happening to me right now?????

hope he will get better soon...........

Gorgeous Days!!!!!

my beloved students

Last friday and saturday, i went to a school in Terengganu for a program called A Weekend In English. It is to encourage primary school students to learn English and of course, it is an "unofficial" train for me to be a teacher. At first, i really think that it is just a simple program. Just go there and teach but at last, i pray to God so it will never end.....

It really fun when you have someone that just know you that called you TEACHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When i saw what my students write on the black board for me, i really feel that i want to cry!!!! They are really good, cute and funny. They show me how far i can be in one1s life. They have make me confident that i have choose the right path in my life. They encourage me more and more.... I really miss them all....

I never feel this feeling before. It really encourage me to be a better person. Besides, from this program, i have learned my weakness in teaching. I have a little bit problem in classroom management and how to make passive students to participate in classroom activities. Well, i guest that these are the common problem for a new teacher, just like me.....:)

Really hope that one day, I will be a great teacher....

im currently at................................................................................ NA NA NA NA NA GANU KITE!!!!!!!!!

Fuhhh....after a very long journey from my small hometown to this sweet place, alhamdulillah, akhirnya berjaya jgak aku menjejakkan kakiku yg kembang ni di atas bumi terengganu ni....i took 2 days to reach here! (sbb check in kt klntan dlu)

skit belakangnya x terhingga lah....asyk naik bukit, trn bkt, naik bkt, trn bkt... really challenge my patient! haha

n now i hve start to feel back ache... cm na ni??? sok nk mengajar plak ni (im not a teacher yet tp mengeluh jer lbh2)....

apa2 pon, a big bigger n biggest thank you to my mom, dad, sister, nephew n my niece yg snggp brssh pyh tmankn aku blek...hua!!!!!!! (touching lebih)

hopefully, we hve a sfe journey back to kedah tomorrow...:)

dah abeh pon......

arini aku kna present group work utk ko-kurikulum seni tari....pehh mmg nervous gla coz practce seminggu ja kot.....itu nk ingat, ini nk ingt....mcm2 nk kna ingt....

tp aku sdih gak la td bla ada group yg copy paste step step group aku....diorang tu practce last minute...smlam br nk discuss...before ni ada la one of their group membe yg slalu menyibuk tyme group aku wat lthan...sudahnya pagi td tgk2 step suma sama....berasap gila aku...yg keciannya kt bdak2 group aku la.....penat2 berlatih seminggu  last2 step kna curi ngan owg yg berlatih 1 mlm ja...tp of course la group aku lagi mantap!!!!!!!!

apa pon aku lega bila benda ni dh settle....and aku berpuas ati la coz group aku yg terpilih tok perform skali lagi tyme malam kebudayaan nanty...berbaloi jugak berlatih seminggu...walaupun step kna curi tp kami tetap steady!!!!!

spa plak ni???

my group membe yg sgt sporting..thanks suma!!!

biasiswa.......biasiswa.......

salam, tau x yang aku ni fully pa&ma sepanjang aku dok kt u ni....so, bla jpa dh bka, aku pon nk try la jgak cuba nasib....mana nk tau ann...untung sabut timbul, untung batu tenggelam....

aritu bila membe2 aku isi ramai2 aku xnak join...bkan blagak tp tyme tu aku ngah tido..haha....skang ni bila dh nk dkat tarikh tutup baru aku tergedik2 nk bka laptop (cm la sblum ni mmg x bka lnsg).. this is the real me.....

aku sbnarnya agak tension klu smpai bab isi2 borang ni. itu dia nk, ini dia nak.... yang tu x ckp, yang tu trlebih...aihhhhh macam2 la kranya..............................................................

kadang2 rasa cm nk bodo ja pon ada.....huhu....apa2 pon, aku ni mmg x ska nk isi2 borang ni....




sebab2 npa aku xska isi borang....

1. kdang2 tu tenet cam siot....wat tension aku ja....
2. slalu sgt mnta bnda2 yg aku x tau...eg: num pencen abah aku....any idea????
3. bla bab nk isi maklumat adik bradik ni asap dh mla nek kt telinga aku....9 org!!!!! penat nk cri maklumat weyyyyyyyy......

what should i do?

fuhh, i didnt update by blog for ages!!!!!!!! haha....technically, it is because on my stupid and foolish b.band that always make me want to commit suicide (hopefully i will not)....its job is only to make me angry, confius, angry,confius,angry, confius , bla bla bla..............................................................................................................ok, i dont want to talk about that.....

                          







actually,what i want to share with all of you is about my feeling right now.. how are you going to talk to your friend about his or her mistake that hurt you? im in this situation right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 i have a friend, a very good buddy.....i will say that he/she is just like my own family...i love he/she, i trust he/she and i care about him/her.....i really do.....but recently, our relationship is a little bit apart because of his/her behaviour. He/she has totally change because of love.. honestly, im very happy because he/she has found a very nice person to fall in love with but he/she has become someone else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes, its really hurt when he/she when he/she will think about his/her girlfriend/boyfriend first before his/her friend... everything he/she do is for his/her partner... i dont know what should i do because if i tell him/her the truth, im afraid that he/she will feel guilty and their happiness will fade away....

a few days ago, i find out that this things didnt happen to me only!!! my other friends also feel the same things and we cannot decide either we should tell he/she or just pretend that nothing had happen and we all are very happy together... everyday, i wonder, how are you going to tell your buddy that his/her happiness hurts the others??????

swiss polo vs rucini

smlam = HEAVEN!!!!!!!!!!!!

mna xheaven bla dwet pon dah byk yg melayang.... terbakar cm 2 ja....huhu...

asalnya smlm aku kuar sbb nk bayarkan yuran ja....besa la owg xda ptptn la ktakan....and then tba2 ja aku TERshopping plak...adoi....mmg abeh dwet gla2.....tgk 2 bekenan....tgk ni bekenan....penin kpla nk plih yg mna 1....then i found 2 lovely babies that can take my breath away...tyme 2, abeh dwet byk mna pon x fkir dh...skang ni bru la aku nk muhasabah dri blek....

apapon aku mmg puas ati bla dh dpt 2 bnda ni...hehe...senyum smpai ke telinga...... :)))))

 THANKS a lot to my sweetheart, MR APPLE bcoz of his effort to bank in his money IMMEDIATELY  just to make sure that i can have this swiss polo bag and rucini shoe.....:)) THANKS A LOT!!!!! your action makes me realize how much you love me...

aku pon tatau npa aku amek yg ni????

sory msia.....

hilang???

hana tajima!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




gmbar kat atas ni hiasan ja.......


aritu, aku kuar, ada bdak ilang kt Giant....dia nangis mmg kuat gla...aku rsa cm bergegar 1 giant yg 2 tgkt tu...mmg kecian...pompuan plak 2...asyik pggl makkkk!!!!!!!! abahhhh!!!!!!!!!

dia meraung mmg tahap gla2 pnya....cian....pas2 bla dah lma2, security guard pon dtg....pd msa yg sma pon trdgr la owg pggl : kakchikkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yeye....si ibu dh mnjumpai anaknya.....rpanya dia ni ada adik kecik lg....maybe parents dia pon x terprasan anak ilang swg....nseb bek jmpa....bkan stakat anaknya menangis, si ibu pon menagis jgak!!!!!!!
sodeh kot.... sob... sob... sob.... si bapa plak cuma merenung raut muka si anak tanpa berkta apa....dlm hati, hanya tuhan yg tahu....

bg mereka para makhluk yg sdah dikurniakan anak, jga la lek lok....klu ilang x jmpa smpai mati idup dihantui rsa brslah....huhu...

peranan aku dlm cta ni: salah 1 tukang tgk sja x wat apa.....

bad hair day....

huh....arini aku bad hair day....hahaha...tp bkn rmbut aku yg problm tp tdung yg wat hal...td nk p kndri...aku ni plak bknnya bwk blek byk sgt pon bju..so aku pkai ja la bju yg mmg ada kt umah...tp alamak, tudung plak xda yg match...aku sebat ja la shawl kt blakang pntu bilik aku 2....honestly, aku tatau pon shawl spa...hehe...

tp shawl 2 plak wat hal...tamau jd....aku ni dah la dh lambat...owg len dh siap dah....bila aku trknangkan perut aku yg lapaq ni aku pon wat buta ja la...hehe...selambe ja p umah kndri ngan shawl yg kembang cm sarang tebuan....hahaha....xpa la...makan pny hal apa pon aku snggup....dlm hati, aku berdoa : mnta2 la owg yg tgk aku anggp yg ni fesyen bru....hehe...

ni la shawl yg keras sgt tamau jd 2....(smpat lg aku snap pic)

cm owg patah leher pon ada....

sarang tebuan...

p/s: len kli nk gna brg owg cr tuannya mnta izin dlu...

lawak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ingt x entry dlu aku pnah cta psal swg bdk kcik nma fawwaz? dia ni ank menakan aku....skang ni dia dok kt umah aku la sbb cuti skolah...nk dijdikan cta, ada la 1 mlm 2, dia ngan men gme kat tenet....gme online...aku pon dok la menyibuk kt tpi dia....terhegeh2 aku dok menenggek kt tpi kaki dia tu....men pny men las kli dia kalah...hahahaha.....pas 2 aku pon smbg kt la ngan dia..

aku : cis, fawwaz ni men pa smpai gme over...

dia : dak aih....fawwaz bkn men gme over...ni gme ben 10....

aku : ????????????????????????????????????????

rpa2nya dia ni xfham lg gme over 2 apa....dia ingt gme over  nma game....hahahahahahaha.....lawak3!!!!!!!

knduri canteekk!!!!!!

byk gla knduri arini...tp td, aku ada p satu knduri kt sg. petani...pengantin dia pkai plak bj kale fevret aku...MERAH!!!!!!!!!!!!! cantek sgt....tmbh plak pengantin 2 cun + ensem...mmg  MELETOP la kan.....knduri ni mmg GRAND....suma bunga yg dok hias2 tu sumanya bunga idup (trend skang)...hntran pon standard2....pas2 dinding umah dia mmg suma cover ngan kain kale putih...CANTEEK sgt coz nmpk mmg betoi2 menonjol pelamin ngan pengantin.....ala2 cm dlm kayangan pon ada gak....SIMPLE but GORGEOUS...yg lawaknya,tuan umah ni kta yg dia pilih pelamin suma ni pkai tenet ja....hahaha....slalunya klu bnda2 cm ni owg nk tgk dpan mta br pilih...xpa la zaman it...teknologi tggi.....tp mmg puas ati la coz kualiti mmg tggi...ya la kdg2 kn dlm tenet canteek kt dpan mata rsa cm nk bling dlm longkang ja....hahaha..aduhh penat arr...maleh nk tulis pnjg2...huhu...tgk pic ja la ya....tp x smpat la nk snap byk pic...huhu...

rose petals atas ktl...

simple sgt tp bg aku sgt nice...

with shutter_rulez!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aku nmpk sesuatu!

arini aku kuaq jln2....besa la kn dh lma dok umah (apahal br smggu...) tyme aku otw blek 2 ann aku nmpk la byk keta yg benti kt tpi jln.....aku pon ing besa la tyme2 cm ni kan owg byk buat kndri....kawin la....tunang la....merisik la.....mcm2 lg la...

tp tba2 aku trfkir jgak kndri apanya...kt highway ni...mna ada umah owg kt tpi highway...xkan umah kt atas border jlan kot kan...aku pon brtmbah plik la....tp bla dh grak p dpn skit br la nmpk rpa2nya ada owg xcident...trok gla kot...seyesly aku ckp.....

xcident ni antra keta ngan keta... aku xpsti arr keta apa coz dua2 keta 2 mmg remuk trok gla...mcm kertas yg dh kna keronyok....xnmpk cm keta lnsg.... slh 1 keta 2 lg la trok....tayar kt atas kot....terballik....msti dua2 keta dah berpusing2 cm dlm cta drift 2 annn.... aku pon tros la membayangkan owg yg ada kt dlm keta 2...msti trok pny...mata aku pon tros mncri2 la mna driver keta 2...

pas2 aku trnmpk la ada 2 laki trbaring kt tpi jlan...trok kot...kranya tyme aku lalu 2 mmg br xcident sgt2 la....tatau la spa slh....darah yg kuaq xyah ckap arr...mmg byk gla...pastu aku trnmpk la kaki slah swg laki 2 brdah byk gla....terkuaq isi kot!!!!! tumit mmg xnmpk lnsg la....msti smpai tulang....tyme 2 dpt bygkan kskitan dia....perghhhh!!!!

tp nk wat cm na kan dh mmg ujian Allah nk bg kt depa....moga2 dua2 owg 2 selamat....amin...

aku bengang.......

arini entry aku agak membutakn mta memekakkan telinga skit sbb aku tgh bengan gla skang....arini spttnya aku ada reunion ngan membe2 sek dlu...kt penang...dah lma aku impikan hari yg indah lg menggembirakan cm ni...ya la kan nk jmpa membe2 lma...bkn snag memandangkan aku dlu sbp...so, membe2 pon byk dok jauh2..klu stakat kg blakang bendang tpi umah aku ni x pa la jgak... so aku pon jnji la dgn buah hati mengering jantung aku nk p skali... ya la nk drive sndri aku x brani...tba2 ja smlm dpt text yg dia tamau p...alasan : x da transport, xda dwet....

aku bleh sabar lg...dah org x mampu nk paksa wat pa kan...aku pon relax ja la...so dlm kpala otak aku yg ada yg ilmu ni aku pon dh set yg kmi 2 org mmg x p la kranya...siap tlis dlm fb lg kmi 2 x jd p....tyme ni, aku ok lg...msih mmpu trsenyum..

pg td plak, aku dpt msg yg dia soh aku nek bas trun kt ceti...bapak jeti 2 dh la jauh...tmbh plak aku mna reti nk nek bas..maklumlah dah lama meninggalkan zaman nek bas  ni....bla di fkir2 kan blek, aku pon mkin plik, npa plak dia soh aku nek bas...apa hal plak la kan...aku pon cuba la nk mndptkan kepastian...bla aku dgr ja jwpn dia, aku tros la menyinga...dia kta nk tmpang membe dia aka membe aku la jgak...apsal x ckp ja dr awal yg dia tamau p ngan aku? sial kan??????

pas 2 aku cm tamau la mrh2 sgt...still under control...aku pon ckp yg klu aku x p dia pon x yah la p...ya la dah jnji sma2 tb2 aku dikhianati plak annn.....tp pas 2 aku cool ja la ingatkan dia xp...aku lyan movie suma smpai abeh la trilogi lord of the ring 2...smpai nk terkeluar bijik mata aku ni...

ptg td aku pon kol la dia...bajet nk sodeh2 la bersama sbb kmi 2 x leh join reunion 2...tba2 ja tyme aku kol 2, dia ngah lepak ngan membe2 aku kt reunion....gila menyirap darah aku...pompuan mna x bengang klu dpa balak cm ni bro....

p/s aku tok gadis2 diluar sna : nk cri balak jgn la cr cm balak aku...apa pon x bleh.....

aku tamau ckp byk arrr......

hye..........aku tamau tlis byk2 tok entry kli ni....biar padat, sendat, singkat dan ketat....(no negative thinking ya)


ni la kenangan2 aku bersama akucaptainhero di unisza...ni la keja kami tyme x da keja spaya nmpk cm kmi ni busy sgt sbb byk sgt keja so nnti owg x kta kmi ni maleh wat keja and tmbhkn lg keja kmi yg x brjlan lg 2....apa aku merepek ni?????


korang layan ja la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAK!!!!!!!!!!!

merenung masa depan....

perlu ka jengket kaki 2???

captain hero vs askar langit

and, applause 2 ika maisara for being a very faithful photographer.........................................................

your heart is harder that a stone....

this story had happened to me last weak.....


one of my friends, Z told me that my classmates and i need to go to the main hall at 9 p.m. But she told me on 8.30 pm..so, i rushed to the main hall with some of my classmates. We went there quickly and tried to walk as fast as we can. When we arrived, the main hall was empty. nobody there. We were shocked but we still think positively. maybe the lecturer had something to do first. so, we waited and waited and waited.


after a few minutes, we got a message from Z that she had stomach ache and she could not join us. ok... at that time, we thought that everything is going to be fine.

30 minutes later, we started to feel the fire in our heart. so, we called the lecturer and asked her what is going on. we was surprised when she said that she asked us to go to the main hall on 9 am not 9 pm. we were a little bit angry with Z. no, we were REALLY angry with her.

but she, she just act like that is not her fault and she does not have anything to do with it. at least, show some sympathy or guilty face to us not smiling and annoying face. actually, this is not the first time i hate her. everything that come from her mouth are lies. she never know how to be honest and admit her mistakes. her annoying face make she looks like a tuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuutttt......

i wonder, how can a person cant be a person?

what?

this is a true story (im not lying).......


This evening, I went to the kiosk at the cafe to buy something. When i wanted to pay, I heard a lady talking to the seller about plastic bag.




seller : I can`t. Today is Saturday and I can`t give you plastic bag anymore. That`s the rule. I had given you one.

lady : So, do you want me to hold this thing with my hands?

seller : I`m sorry but I can`t help you. I can only give you one. I suppose to charge it but I didn`t.

lady : do you think I care about that? (putting some of the things that she bought into the plastic bag angrily)

seller : Ok, here. Take one more.

lady : I don`t need it! (goes back)

seller : I`m just care about the earth. (talking to himself sadly)



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Actually, i`m a little bit surprise about the lady`s attitude. It is not a big problem for her to carry the bread that she bought with her 2 hands. Even a child can do that! The bread is lighter than her shoes! I think that she needs to learn how to blend into the society and stop being selfish. Hello, your earth is mine too and I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what willl happen if...........................

this is about mek dii......

 become fat.....

in a game......

have son......

 go to the gym.....

become big......

has his own car............

is a girl.......

 be a bad guy......