fuhh, i didnt update by blog
for ages!!!!!!!! haha....technically, it is because on my
stupid and
foolish b.band that always make me want to commit suicide (hopefully i will not)....its job is only to make me angry, confius, angry,confius,angry, confius , bla bla bla..............................................................................................................ok, i dont want to talk about that.....
actually,what i want to share with all of you is about my feeling right now.. how are you going to talk to your friend about his or her mistake that hurt you? im in this situation
right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have a friend, a very good buddy.....i will say that he/she is just like my own family...i
love he/she, i
trust he/she and i
care about him/her.....i really do.....but recently, our relationship is a little bit apart because of his/her behaviour. He/she has totally change because of love.. honestly, im very happy because he/she has found a very
nice person to fall in love with but he/she has become
someone else!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes, its really hurt when he/she when he/she will think about his/her girlfriend/boyfriend first before his/her friend... everything he/she do is for his/her partner... i dont know what should i do because if i tell him/her the truth, im
afraid that he/she will feel guilty and their happiness will fade away....
a few days ago, i find out that this things didnt happen to me
only!!! my other friends also feel the
same things and we cannot decide either we should tell he/she or just pretend that nothing had happen and we all are very happy together... everyday, i wonder, how are you going to tell your buddy that his/her happiness hurts the others??????